WALKING THROUGH A NARROW ROAD........

when i joined my institution, i was only seeing a narrow road ahead. when i started walking through that narrow road it seemed i am comfortable. but after a point the road was becoming narrower in every second. i wondered what was happening to me or what will happen for me. whenever i felt like falling apart, i stopped for some time thinking about my home. then from some where a cool wind was coming with some fresh thoughts and energy. i continued my journey. in each step i was thinking about the place where some ground will be there to at least stand in my way but the road was still becoming narrower and speed of my journey decrease. each step and each minute i was thinking about the next stage, or next hope, i were planning for the next minute fall in to the deepness of the either side. but whenever i was making a step i was quite sure about it other wise i know what is coming towards me. road was still closing down on me. i walked side wise because only that much space is left for me to stand on. in all 4 sides there were not even a support for me to take rest. my only support was the thoughts about my family for the split of a second in disappointment. my hopes about the future were fallen like failed flowers. road is still narrowing down and in my each step lot of soil are going downwards in to the unknown deepness. just when it seemed that i am falling apart and no thoughts of my home will lead me through. rain comes. rain was a blessing and curse at the same time. i was tired with the mind squeezing circus and was needing some water to drink and wash my face. that rain provided me some comfort if you can call it like that but the curse had just began. because of rain the soil were going down very fast and whenever i put my legs on the sides if there was one, i was about to fall to my end. but each time i fell i didn't allow my body to go just like that. i hold on to the narrow way i had and woke up with new plans. after some time rain ended but then started the hot winds from somewhere. that wind also was helping me to stand steadily because the hot winds helped the soil to stay together. but the wind was not good for the body. it dried up my lips and body and i felt like slowing down a bit and gradually started to become unconscious. but my mind had already determined to see the end of what was an amazing and enriching experience for my life. but the way was still narrowing down but now in a rather smaller way. that gave me world of opportunities of searching what went wrong and rethink about my family which is waiting for me more than many kilometer away. my mind (?) told me to go forward because there is something for me and my family. i went ahead in anticipation of seeing a miracle as i call in my word but nothing was happening. now there is no space me to put two legs then i started to stand in one step and i kept moving. it was dangerous and i didn't know when i will reach there.there were clear signing of way ending before completion.i really wanted to get on the completion stage but the road is over before 2 steps and i have to jump. i jumped without looking front and back that was my last hope.. praise the lord i got to it but now have to climb a bit more.. but that's OK considering the pain  i took to reach at least here.......